I have been going out with this fantastic guy for about three months now. Unlike so many other men that I have dated in the past, he does not mind me working for London escorts at all. The main problem we have is that he is really hung up about my fetish. I guess that I spend so much time booking at London escorts and when I come home to him, I simply can’t stop. My role play fetish seem to have taken over my entire life.
My life pretty much is all about my fetish for role play. If it was not for that, I don’t think that I would be as popular at London escorts like I am today. Before I started to escort, I could live with my fetish, but now it seems to have started to control my life more and more. I have so many different characters that I like to take out to play, and to be fair, they just control everything that I do at the moment.
When I come home from London escorts, I often go straight to my little personal drawer. You may not believe this, but I do have a note pad for each of the characters I play. In the note pads I write down new ideas that I have for a scenario, and even ideas for new costumes. That can take me about an hour. But I try to do it only when my boyfriend watches the Tv or something like that. When he is done with that, we go to bed like a normal couple. Well, almost normal couple anyway.
On my days off from London escorts, I go shopping for my characters. Fortunately my boyfriend works on Saturday morning, and that gives me a chance to go shopping for them. Some London escorts whoa re into role play often complain that they don’t get enough out of their characters. It is easy to see why. They really need to make them come alive, and they only way they can do that, is by looking after them. It means going shopping and getting new gear. After all, you would not wear the same clothes week after week, so why should your characters.
I will admit that my boyfriend is right. I know that some of my characters have totally taken over my life, and there are days when I think that I am one of the characters. For someone like my boyfriend, it must all be a little but too much. I have tried to curve my need to play as they say, but it is not easy. The thing that I do so well from my characters at London escorts that I do not really want to give them up. If I gave one up, I am pretty sure that it would feel like some small part of me would have died. That is not something that I would like to go through.